words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup

Right now is one of those times I wish I liked the smell of coffee

like normal people do. 

But nope. I don't and it's not growing on me either.

Even though at this very moment I am sitting in Port City Java on Market, with a hot chocolate that I paid to much for (why do I always forget I don't like hot chocolate THAT much?) and smelling the strong coffee aroma.. yuck

But it is raining outside, well pouring actually...so what else is a girl to do?

I don't feel too pretty today so that picture is the best you are going to get. 

However, my Ingrid Michaelson Pandora radio station is doing me wonders, I should have known, she never disappoints. 

aaaand it is still raining. 

Lately, my mind has been running faster than the speed of light, I swear to you. 

Here's some of my thoughts...

Watch out. This could get ugly. 

I was never meant to live out West. 

I can't wait to get married and have little babies (Yeah, I know I have never been that girl... but it's been on my mind!) 

Everyone should move far away from home, even if they move back one day, it is a learning experience like no other. 

Why are there floatation devices in airplanes but no parachutes? 

I feel at least 3 years older than my age.
I hate the dating world... soooo much. 

Never in my life has my testimony and spirit been so strong. 
I am so lucky to have found such a great job out here!

Growing up is hard but such a thrill. 

I could live off of cereal.. and I kind of do.

When I think of myself in High School and beginning of college, I don't even recognize her. 

and shoot, I still hate the smell of coffee...

the end.