Monday, September 12, 2011


...of blogging at 1 am when I have to be up early for work. oops. 
...of going to walmart today, on the sabbath.
...of eating plenty of peanut butter m&ms lately.
...of missing my family. a lot. 
...of wanting a puppy. real, real bad. 
...of pretending i am someone i'm not. 
...of wearing socks to bed every night of my life. 
...of being a complete beach bum all day yesterday. 
...of not posting a fb status or blogging about 9/11. but be not mistaken, i remember that day perfectly and i looove America.
...of letting my mind run circles. 
...of watching mrs. doubtfire twice this weekend. 
...of still being slightly stuck on the same stupid guy. fail. 
...of chewing ice more than i should... sorry Dad. 
...of missing Peach Days and the Idaho State fair (mmm, tiger ears)
...of loving me some sundrop here and some sundrop there.
...of having big ears... figuratively speaking?  
...of feeling incredibly disconnected and uncomfortable in my own skin. like i don't fit into this world. like i was born at the wrong time. and i just don't belong.
...of having a near perfect weekend. and not blogging about it. yet.
...of still blogging at 2 am when i work in 5 hours. 

it's lovely.
and don't even pretend you didn't just droll a little bit.


1 comment:

Carolyn said...

HI honey. I miss you and can't wait to see your beautiful little face! Since when did Peanut M&M's change their package color?! I love those things!